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"THE ACCOUNT OF MY LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP" and more - Ariyo Ahmad

THE ACCOUNT OF MY LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP


The night descends again and I am still wrapped

in your cogitation like a bouncing baby boy

Wrapped with a clogged shawl against the cold

that came as company after the rain at the bitch

I languish to feel the electrocution from your skin

As your shadowy thought revamps in my mind

I pine over your exhilaration of the oceans breathe

Alone, my heart feels empty again like you are my soul


I flipped through your collection of pictures

That bank your face

The splashes of your memories spread her

wings in my eyes


I dragged my body to the wardrobe that saves

Your designer clothes left behind

To smell your skin to appease my thirsty nose


I wandered my hands searching for your smile

As the night triumph over the day in a gradual departure

My body suffocate under the bedsheet as I tie with pillow

Under your eyelashes, I found a haven colored with bliss


Like a gold miner hueing for a gold in the earth crust

A sailor, searching for where the world has its last wave

And a lost boy looking for shelter under leafless tree

Like a blind man searching for the rainbow in Gods eyes


The way they say, long distance relationship

has no effect on the stretch of love in heart

the way the equation of your love

elongate in my heart

I will wait for our hands to clash ones again



BROKEN


I am heavy and heaviness finds dwelling in my heart

Each night – I reminisce about a broken boy

Living in a dilapidated house below the eyes of God

God is so merciful, not to have cared for him

But he kept querying the authority of God

Not the boys fault but his fault of ignorance

And his heaviness that his unbearable

There were marks of anguish, demarcated in the

Old voice of a woman whose eyes bears fortitude and loss

She has become a gardener of gnarly grief

Consuming her lungs like a wood pecker to a tree

The ashes of her husband was the gift she has

For the car that harbors him was blown to the air

No chasing of the moon around, the moon was human

Sometimes, the brokenness in the hearts pushes one

To stand at the cliff of a mountain or a broken bridge

And let everything clinging to the heart let loose

Life would encourage and discourage you at the same time

I don’t know how it feels much when two lovers

Had to place a bridge between themselves

But I could describe mine as life in hell

Because memories become the fire in our heart

Consuming ones’ heart like acid

The sound of tree breaking into two discordant

Grips my heart that I sometimes felt empty

Not only that, I do feel something has broken within

Like a broken birds’ wings



I KNOW OF A MOTHER WHEN I SEE ONE


I know a mother when I see one

Whose eyes twinkles of congregation

Of stars

And streams pine to hold her face


Her voice always stays in the arm

Of nature, spreading, solitude around atmosphere

And her skin melt of valor’s fragrance


I know of a mother when I see one

Who reeks of appellation of love

And she is a warrior of many victories


One who lays her soul for sacrifice

To save her son in the whirling war

She is a temple of many triumphant


I know a mother when I see one

Who always whispers early morning prayer

On the child head for Gods protection


A mother is a portrait of prayers

Falling like rain dews in the eyes of GOD

On the skin of a boy as revelation

Full of unseen blessings



I WRITE ABOUT FLOWERS WILTED BEFORE OUR EYES


Been a while I want to write about shadows with claws

Trailing my body like sweat in to my lungs / I can’t breathe

But my strange position should ravel

How my body is dent with war mark

I want to write how I got saved from the wicked hand

Crutching my flower

I once took a flower in my childhood days

I squeezed it into helplessness, screaming in-between my palm

Just to say I have power over it


When I got home, I washed off the fragrance

Before I entrust my hand into the food mother cooked

Like the way Nebuchadnezzar watched his hand off

The blood of Jesus, saying I have nothing to do

With the death of this holy man

That same way, the boko haram watched their hands off

The blood of my friend’s brother

I was there when they laid him helplessly on ground

Others were buried inside the mouth of the land

While their head remained up the ground

I closed my eyes to my empty head

As their head were chopped with Bismillahi


I saw how head scream of agony

Some of our brothers were sprayed with bullet

High rate at which the bomb finds way into the house

The velocity the sounds of the gun deafened our ears

The fall of the house in the eyes of bomb

The silence of the house in the eyes of gun

I wonder if this are not our flowers falling

In the arm of its nectar

For this is our brother wilting before our eyes





 

ARIYO AHMAD is a Nigerian poet who blends his thought into paper with his ever

flowing pen, whose inspiration is tapped from his beloved mother, and his late father who has

sojourn to the land of immortal, he graciously has his poem published in nymphs magazine, mad

ness muse magazine , Melbourne culture corner, tea light press, to mention but few, when he is

not writing, he finds himself relinquishing on Khalil Gibran poems.

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